This is a cover I did of the song by Robbie Williams "Angels" it is a dedication to my mother Alice - my guardian angel. 

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David Simms - Music and Production - Evan McIntyre - Vocals - Original/Written by Robbie Williams 

 

My Mother, My Guardian Angel

My mother was my best friend. She called me Meho—Spanish for son—a name that always made me feel safe and loved. She was my mentor, my guiding light. I called her sometimes twice a day, just to hear her voice, to share my life with her. I am, and always will be, a mama’s boy.

In 2001, cancer came for her, and for three years, my siblings and I cared for her the best we could. I watched the most beautiful, wonderful mother a boy could ever ask for endure the agony of radiation and chemotherapy. It ate away at her, but she fought back with unimaginable strength. When she went into remission, I was overjoyed, believing we had won. But then, the cancer returned with a vengeance, cruel and relentless.

I watched my strong, courageous mother wither away, battling this merciless disease. And when she left this world, my heart shattered. The pain was unbearable. I turned to drugs and alcohol, trying to escape the emptiness, the grief. I spiraled, lost everything, and hit rock bottom—even finding myself homeless.

She was the kindest, most selfless soul—always helping others, always giving. She and my father were a doctor-nurse team, traveling the world on Christian missions, healing the sick, touching lives. They were saints walking among us.

Somewhere in my darkness, I found solace in a song—"Angels" by Robbie Williams. It gave me strength when I felt defeated. After she was gone, I felt like the world had turned cold and cruel, but I prayed to her, asking her to be my guardian angel.

"She offers me protection, a lot of love and affection, whether I'm right or wrong... and down the waterfall, wherever it may take me, I know that life won’t break me. When I come to call, she won’t forsake me... I’m loving angels instead."

Mom, you are my angel. You always have been. I love you, and I know that one day, I will see you again in heaven. Thank you for watching over me in this often heartless world. You were, and always will be, my best friend.

Oh, how I miss you.

Your loving son,
Meho
Evan